FREE TALKS WITH LOUI

The Crow Hotline Is Open.

✨ You’re not broken. You’re just tired of the role.

I spent most of my life suicidal.
Not because I didn’t want to live—
but because I didn’t want to live like that.

Because I didn’t want to keep pretending to be someone I wasn’t,
just to make other people comfortable.
And here’s the kicker:

I didn’t even know I was pretending.
I thought I was just being nice.

I thought kindness meant abandoning my needs.
I thought love meant overgiving.
I thought keeping the peace was more important than telling the truth.

But it wasn’t peace. It was performance.
And it was slowly killing me.

What I wanted wasn’t death.
It was relief.
It was realness.
It was someone saying,
“You don’t have to perform anymore. You get to be you.”

🕯️ Depression is real. AND...

“I believe depression is legitimate. But I also believe that if you don’t exercise, eat nutritious food, get sunlight, consume positive material, surround yourself with support, then you aren’t giving yourself a fighting chance.”
— Jim Carrey

AND ALSO THIS:

“Depression is your body saying ‘I don’t want to be this character anymore.’”

Both of those are true.
Healing is a practice and a rebellion.
I didn’t get better by “manifesting” my way out.
I got better by walking away from the environments and people that made me want to disappear.

I fed myself food that made me feel alive.
I surrounded myself with truth.
I stopped apologizing for needing what I needed.

And little by little, the urge to disappear became the urge to stay.

✨ For the ones who are still in it...

“I want to be seen. But I don’t want to be a burden.”
“I want to be loved. But I don’t know how to ask.”
“I don’t want to die. I just don’t want to live like this.”

If you’re crying in your car and don’t know why...
If you’re laying in bed with a hand over your heart because it hurts like hell...
If someone asks "Are you okay?" and you say "yeah" because you don’t even know how to explain it anymore...

I’ve been there. And I still circle that nest sometimes.
This space is for you.

🪶 This isn’t therapy. This isn’t coaching. This isn’t a trick.

This is a crow with sacred side-eye and a heart full of knowing.

No pressure.
No payment.
Just presence.

If you need to say it, this is your place to say it.
If you don’t want advice, I won’t give it.
If you just want to scream into the digital void, I’ll hold the echo.

🖤 THE CROW CODE:

• This is free. Always.

• This is sacred. I treat every message like soul correspondence.

• I read every single one. I respond when I can.

• Nothing is too messy.

• You are not a burden.

• This molt is holy.

Final note:

If you’ve ever wanted to disappear...
maybe you don’t need to die.
Maybe you just need to stop living that life.
The one where you pretend, perform, and shrink.

You don’t have to start over.
You just have to molt.

I’m here.
No pressure.
Just presence.

🖤
— Loui Crow